As I dived deep into the Venus Sequence and went back through time, I somehow found myself reflecting on failure and the fear of success, along with the alienation that comes when true intimacy is out of reach. It inspired me to write a little short story about some pivotal events I had long forgotten.

This piece emerged as I contemplated my EQ of 59.6. And interestingly enough, the 32.4 is my Pearl.

A reflection on the tenderness of youth, where memory blurs into story and how our wound patterns take root before we even know their names.

I was by the ocean and noticed all these footsteps on the shore.

Here is a little poem I wrote while contemplating Gene Key 28. Purposelessness - Totality - Immortality.

I was contemplating my IQ and thought I’d share these reflections, raw and unfiltered. Judgments start to take shape during our teenage years, especially around our IQ, and I found this to be a very powerful theme in my life. With the 11th Gene Key in my IQ and the 18th in both Culture and Stability, I’ve had some insights that I hope might resonate with you, even if these keys don’t show up in your profile.

I have GK33 twice—in my Radiance and Attraction. In my contemplations, I realized how forgetting can actually be a gift hidden within the shadow. It can mean forgetting my true essence and losing touch with the present. But at a higher frequency, it becomes forgetting the inessential—which then leads to mindfulness!

Here’s a little moment I had on a train.

For the past few months, Gene Key 11 has been with me in a powerful way (It's in my IQ with a Line 1). A few vivid images came rushing into my mind, and I felt compelled to write a short story that captured the very intense experiences I've had with this Key.

A truly spiritual life is a contemplative one that emerges from allowing, accepting, and embracing both our shadows and our gifts.

And yes… sometimes I still lose my shit over socks.

A Video contemplation on Gene Key 52